I lost my beautiful son 'Ben' in 2010, he would of been 21 on the 15.03.2013 making him only 18 when i lost him. Losing Ben has left a BIG BIG hole in my heart, also for his big brother Sam, his lovely girlfriend Haley, and all of Ben's family too. There isn't a second goes by where i dont think of ben and all the happy times we shared, the laughs, the jokes !!! bust most of all his loving caring ways. I still feel very shocked at my sudden loss and some days are worse than others. The one thing that brings me some kind of comfort is that about an hour before Ben lost his life, i had the priveledge of speaking with him on the phone and his last words to me, and me to him was 'Love You' !! i still hear him only in my head now, saying those last words, on the 3rd of August 2013 it will be three years since Ben left us, i can only hope that Ben is in a better place and that one day we will meet again, we all miss Ben especially me and for all other people out there that has suffered the same be a a child, parent, brother, sister, grandparent its never going to be easy, but we have to remember the love our loved ones brought to us and how that love will remain in our hearts forever. Miss you Ben, love you always Mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxx