Ben, i cannot comprehend why you was taken from us. Its coming up to 3 years since you was suddenly taken away. It feels like yesterday, the Hardest part of my life was having to accept that you were gone. when you was taken. part of me was went too. I dont want to go into the hurt and pain and the tradgedy of loosing you because its far to painful. I remember the good times, and the times you made me laugh and smile from ear to ear. its the good times and the memories that got me through greif. insted of crying, i now look back and smile. i smile because i had the privalidge of having 2 years of special memories shared with you that i will NEVER forget. You were the best thing to happen to me. The most gentile, caring, loving, FUNNIEST beautiful person i have ever met. I will always hold you so close to my heart. Evan though you are not here you still are a big part of my life and ALWAYS will be, you still have the capabilty of making me laugh and smile just by looking back and remembering you and the memories we shared. forever my my heart ben Miss you so much my strawb xxxxxxxxxxxx
haleymidge
7th March 2013